Autumn man

I am hiding myself
on the 24th floor
in a house with no windows
in a room with no doors
there is no elevator and the stairways are closed
can you hear me?

There´s no light an no darkness
there´s no night and no day
in my little apartment
in my secret domain
I am hiding myself
but I am feeling ok
wish you were near me
wish you were near me

And though I am trying to do all I can
and though I ran and I ran
jumping off and on the train now and then
I´ll remain the autumn man

I am a mule on a rooftop
I am a cloud underground
I am storm with no breeze
and a bang with no sound
and what´s bringing me up, is still tearing me down
can you hear me?

And I am closing my eyes
by the light of the day
and my dreams seem so real
while my life seems so strange
I am a boat on the sea
that is losing control
wish you were near me
wish you were near me

And though I am trying to do all I can
and though I ran and I ran
and though I jump off and on the train now and then
I remain the autumn man